Act on What I Know

You have called me here
You love and care for me
You have taken care of all my needs
"Trust in the Lord with all thine heart and He shall direct they paths"
I feel defeated, lost, forsaken and alone. As desolate as this compound - dry, dusty, clinging to what little life there is in anticipation of the rain.
So I know -
You will bring the rain in this organization.
Each year I think to quit.
My heart becomes harder, my soul drier.
The dust, the dirt, clogs my spiritual pores - distances me from the people, the earth, the work.
How do I act on what I know when I do not see?
To sit and wait........